Depressed, self conscious and balding 24yr old

OK guys i am a 24 year old man who used to be the life of the party, telling jokes and being the centre of attention... i did this all even though I was going through depression since first grade. I managed to hide my depression through comedy and also as weird as it may sound my hair.

I have an unnaturally large forehead and uneven back of the skull, so ive always had my hair long, but now due to stress of losing 2 loved ones and mpb, i am losing my hair rapidly and also my sanity.

It is killing me to lose my hair and i am not sure how much longer i can last, i am always looking in the mirror, using hair thicking topics and avoiding getting my hair wet... it is exhausting.

I need this hair surgery done please help me,