I always wanted to do something about my teeth but I am financially incapable of doing so, that is why I am posting here to humbly ask for your help to start on my journey towards a beautiful smile.
Having this condition disables me to be happy with myself and how I look. It even affects my self-confidence and self-esteem. I really love public-speaking but I always pretend that I don't when my teachers tell me to speak in public because of my teeth. I can't even socialize properly because I feel embarrassed and intimidated of the people around me, especially that most of them bully me because of my condition.
Most people think I'm a quiet girl, but I'm really not it's just that I'm too shy to speak. Everyone thinks I'm an introvert, but honestly, I just want to hide myself from people. Most nights I cry because of my condition and my self-worth deteriorates each day. Sometimes I think of suicidal thoughts which is bad, but really, my condition is depressing me. I am no longer happy and I want to be free from this.
I used to like someone very much and I thought he liked me too, but in the end he made fun of my teeth and how it disgusted him so I was really sad that I stayed at home for a week which affected my school performance. I always work hard at school and I always get on the honors' list, I always tell myself that I shouldn't be sad of my condition because when I become successful, I will do something about it. But that's a long way from where I am in my life now, and I really really want to get rid of my condition.
I hope you all understand. I want to have a smile as beautiful as yours.