debts payment

Let me introducing myself; my name is Sujana. I live in Depok, Indonesia, not really too far from Jakarta. I work as telemarketer in an education institution. How could this happen to me? It was my fault. I couldn’t control myself and even too shy to ask for help.

I have problem with debts. I really don’t know how to end this. I become insane, so stressful, and lost. What is in my mind, is only how to find a way to pay all that debt. My monthly salary is not enough and I don’t have some saving anymore. Sometimes, I pull myself and think about how to end this life.

I don’t want to make a new debt just to pay that debt. It won’t work, it just kills me slowly.