Debts from Love

Debts from love, it is something i never expected. I am now 31 years old man, in big debts because of people to used me, including my ex-fiancee.I was madly in love, like most us are at some point. You know the feeling, that love which you feel towards someone special. I had that too, just too late i realized that the feelings weren’t mutual. I was with a woman, mother to 4 incredible children. I loved them all, kids like my own. Now and then my ex asked me to order that and this, take loans and so on and so on. A car loan, different small loans for a new couch etc, you know how it goes. We were able to pay the montly fees because i had a job, and she payed a bit under half of it. Everything was fine for some time. But then one day, i saw her..well..kissing someone else. Obviously it felt like a heart attack, that...horrible feeling when someone who you love, trust does something like that.Later that day, i told her what i saw, she admited it all, and like it was not enough, she was also pregnant for this man. It wrecked my world, i left.Went back to my home city, alone, covered in big debts which she didn’t gonna help me with. All debts were after all taken by me, her name wasn’t in any of the papers. I struggled a year somehow but i have now reached a point where i don’t know what to do. I have a job again, thank god, but my whole salary goes to debts, and it is not even enough...not even close. I get 1500€ / month, i would need at least 2500€ / month to be able to pay all montly fees. I barely have anything to eat because i am trying to do anything to pay it all back, alone. I can’t sleep because of the stress, depressed, tired of fighting this...it is just too much to handle pretty soon. So, this is pretty much my last hope. Now, i know this is alot to ask from anyone. I ask myself, why would someone help me in my situation, where the amount of debts are so big. Why would anyone even believe what i say. There is no cause in my situation, other than my life, to get it back to the point where i could actually live again. I don’t know what else to say, other than thank you if you are even reading this. If you donate, help me then...i thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you