I adopted a child and I have 2 kids on my own. I started off my childhood with constant search of money, from working to various odd jobs to working at odd hours to earn yet money never stayed with me. I eat once, I wake up at 3am and walk 10kms aways to rubber estate and work till 5am before rushing to school and I sell food there while studying. Then 1pm il be at market working till evening, night time take my meal shared among my other 8 siblings. Reaching adulthood, I struggled hard to make ends meet. After a simple wedding, my ever soft hearted wife wanted a adopt a baby girl as her life was beyond imaginable. Then 2 of my own child came to this world, I loved all 3 of them that I would sacrifice my life to see them smile. Things were not always siding me. My 2nd born was a premature child and those time it was a big deal. My salary of RM 900, I had to get my child medications that cost more than RM1.5k, every month and not including other expenses but what made me going was seeing my child recovering. I was a poor father , I had no single cent but my heart was full to see my son survived this ordeal. Time passed by, I sold everything to provide education for my children. Debts all over but my understanding children did their level and my adopted daughter scored so well and embarked her journey to be a doctor. She did chase her dreams, she has became one and I was the proudest dad in the whole world but was the poorest dad. As our economy has turnt worst and doctors are not hired , my adopted daughter is working as a cashier at a local to help me ease this debt burden. And until now , despite with help I have came to a point I couldnt settle the debt , the money I borrowed to feed and educate my kids. I have no money to pay back and I couldnt think of any way out. My relatives and siblings have failed me. Im on the verge of losing hope and this is my final try, Im seeking help through this channel. I will be forever thankful for those who would lend a hand by helping me collecting the fund I need. A small amount will make a huge difference. At the age of almost 60, I am still struggling to make ends meet. I ashamed to say this but I have to stay strong for my wife and children. My sincere thanks and God bless.