Dealing with my razor scars

I know it's a tough time out there and people don't have the money but even if you could donate 1 euro  it would be greatly appreciated.

I'm 18 years old boy with a shameful story. The reason why I came here its because I'm ashamed with my forearm's, both my left and right arm are filled with scars from since I was 14 years old, my life problem was always that I care too much for people who came into my life and later left without looking back, even today I lose every person I love, and I hate my arms I'm always hiding them and always feeling miserable when I date someone and she looks at them asking question making me feel weak and making me remember the lonely night I had. I'm always feeling like its my foolt because everyone leave I'm always bleaming the way I look and the way my arms look. I know that this is not such a big deal for you I guess but please I'm so desperate in hiding my scars, please help me get the money to do so, if you can donate 1 euro would really make me feel like reborn again and would really push my ego back up. I tried getting money everywere but this was my last solution since my parrents hate me because I've cutted myself from the beggining and the jobs I try to go reject me because they get scared..