Cozy home I’m looking for

This would be a pretty long life story of mine. But before that, my purpose doing this is to get some fund to pay some down payment or even better a part of the housing money.

I'm 20 years old this year, just graduated with my diploma and is still trying to get into a university. My parents are divorced and a patently me and my mom do not have the ability to purchase a house, not even a studio apartment.

I can get a job, but that 1k every month don't seem to help any. My mom is a full time housewife for the pass 20 years or so. I can say that she's been separated from the society too long, I do not think that she can adapt to it any near the future.

Here we go.

I know I should be grateful of what I have and I'm consider blessed among the unfortunate. However, I sometime would still think life is not that fair. Well I know life is alway not fair.

My parents have bad relationship ever since in young. From what my mom said, dad will always get money from her. The saving she got from work before marriage were all gone as he know his pin for the bank. When my mom was totally broke, he asked her to get from her family. And this become a habit, asking for more and more without any return.

While I was in Primary 4, my mom finally broke out. She said no, no more borrowing of money. And I didn't see my dad again. He left home and will pass my mom a little money once in a blue moon. Which obviously is not enough for us to have even 3 meals a day.

At that young age, I have to know not to agitate my mom or even asking for candy. Because I know she's not in the mood, who her husband just left her like this and I know that we are not financially supported...