Could never payback your love

Hello my name is Dana Toppins, Im a 34 yrs old navy veteran from buffalo Ny. I joined the navy when I was 17 yrs old after my only brother got murdered. I joined the Navy as a hospital corpsman . During my time in the military I have been stations in San Diego, Japan , Ocean side California and did 2 tours in Iraq.  In Iraq I was attached to a special unit called Casevac , which I flew around Iraq in a helicopter pulling out injured marines and civilians out of  hot zones doing medical care on the helicopter until we was able to get them to a hospital during  my time in Iraq I received my combact aircrew wing with 3 gold stars and also the navy/marine air medal.  My life change when I got out the military my transtion was very rough. I was working as a dialysis Tec working with patient with kidney failure until I got laid off due to my PTSD issues and since then my life have been a living he'll. I lost everything my apartment, car and when you need them the most friend turned there back on me, I spent 2 yrs homeless sleeping under bridges , parks and where ever I can get shelter for the night. on my birthday I finally received a apartment with the help of my momther . My mom fight ever day dealing with cervical cancer and her treatment is causing her to have great financial hardship and helping me out was almost caused her to get a divorce.  I have seen on tv kids getting Mercedes Benz on the Ellen show during her birthday episode and people getting fine things that don't need it. Now my mom car is about to breakdown and I know I can never afford to pay for something like that but I dying to show her the love that she always have to me at my time off need . To whoever donate I Thankyou so much and I know God will bless you !!!! Thank you again