Continuing Forex Trading

Hi, I’m Ray. I have been trading forex since the start of pandemic. I was applying for South Korea when the pandemic started. Since then, forex trading has become my bread and butter at times. But there were times that I really didn’t know what i was doing already. Then i’d hold my positions not lasting for 5 minutes just to have a small gain. But, since October this year I have already found an idea how to trade forex, an edge to make money trading forex both in uptrend and downtrend. But my trading account has gotten low that makes me get out of my trades prematurely. I can't take risks enough with my current trading account. I need help for small margin that i can add to my trading account and for a month of expenses. I can’t take loans on banks, and private lenders since the repayment mostly is weekly. I hope anyone can help. This is my last chance, not just in trading. Thank you so much