Pregnant with Congenital Heart Disease(ASD &PDA)

When I was a baby, I was born with congenital heart disease. My mother used to take me to Philippine Heart Center Charity to have me checked up since my mom cant afford to bring me to a private hospital and cardiologist. My mom told me since I was born til the age of 2 years old we keep on coming back to this hospital until they need to decide whether they will pursue to have me go under operation or no. That time they were scared because I was still a little kid and they are afraid that technology during that days isnt good. And also a lot of people tell them that only few survive on it. So my Mom did not agree to go under operation. We get 2nd opinion with the help of relatives and friends. Another doctor told my mom that in my case, the hole in the heart might close when I reach 7-10 years old. So my parents let it passed. I live my life normally without any sign that I have congenital heart disease, until the day I got pregnant. The obgyne was able to notice that i dont have normal heart beat so she asked me to have it check with a cardiologist cause it will affect my pregnancy if i dont. So i had my 2d echo done, and unfortunately The Result which was read by the doctor was I have ASD with PDA. As far as I remeber the doctor told me that ASD with PDA means I have a hole in my heart. They are suspecting 2 holes in the heart one infront and one is at the back. The back hole they arent sure about it because there’s another test to be done for them to confirm whether there’s a hole or not. Since I am pregnant I cant do this test, the only way to do it is after the pregnancy. Also the doctor told me that in my case I can only live until 40 years old. I am 24 years old now and I still want to live longer for my baby. I am knocking in your humble heart if you could help me raise a fund for my childbirth as well for my heart’s medication. Right now, I am jobless, I was an OFW in middle east before and the salary Im earning there wast enough to support everything I need especially I dont came from a rich family. My due date will be this coming January 2019 and I am really in dire need of your help. Whatever the amount you can give will be much appreciated and I promise to return all your help by also helping other people. This would really mean so much to me and this little angel I am carrying right now. Thank you and God Bless Us All.