Collection for surgery and postoperative treatment

Hello everyone, my name is Paulina. I live in Poland with my son.

6 years ago I had my first surgery where 3 tumors had grown into my colon, and last year I had 3 heavy tumors removal surgeries including removal of the uterus, but unfortunately the tumors came back. Last November I was admitted to an emergency hospital, but no surgeon wanted to undergo surgery anymore, so they sent me home. I know from the doctor that I will have a stoma and I have to take very strong painkillers (morphine), without it I cannot function. I became very thin, my current weight is 52 kg and I weighed about 78 kg. See my first photo of how I lost weight, and next to my normal weight 😭

Now I have found a doctor who deals with such cases, unfortunately I don't work, it's 130 km from my home, so I'm collecting money for an operation that will help me recover and forget about the horrors that I am going through now.

I am now fresh after two operations, unfortunately the first one ended with huge complications two weeks after the operation, there was a huge abscess in the pelvis 10cm, there was acute peritonitis and I would almost die if I did not go to the hospital on time, as if that were not enough, the hospital infected me with staphylococcus and e coli bacteria. Now I am slit on my stomach, lengthwise and wider, unfortunately the wound is not healing, the wound on my stomach is open and blood and pus ooze, I have to buy special dressings with silver ion, which unfortunately are very expensive. I have to take painkillers, anti-inflammatory drugs and antibiotics because I have acute inflammation in my body, I have acute anemia. In the hospital, I had two blood and plasma transfusions.

On November 15, this year I returned from the gynecologist-oncologist, because the examination, unfortunately, detected a growth that is dark and deep, and I have to urgently remove it. If I rely on the National Health service here in Poland I have to wait about a year, while privately it is a short waiting time, but expensive 😞 😓 😩 😭 Tell me when will I have peace ??? When will I get better ??? I'm fed up with everything. I'm so devastated by all of this, I don't want to tell my son that the hospital is waiting for me again, because he is going through it very much. I have to remove the erosion quickly because it may cause a malignant tumor. I don't want to go through this, but I have no choice. I don't want to wait a year, I want to get rid of this crap soon, I would like to do it sooner, but is it possible? Beloved, I know that I expect a lot from you, if you are able to help me, the gynecologist-oncologist will be able to remove this disgusting erosion. If you can help me, I will be eternally grateful. The price I have to pay may not seem great to you, but for me it is huge and I cannot imagine how I can find it without your help. I am begging you to help me. This is no joke. I really need your help, I will be very grateful to you, thank you very much, God will make it all up to you.

Unfortunately, my country does not want to help me, I have to pay 100% for every drug, I have to go to doctors for private visits because if I had to wait for an appointment with a gynegologist-oncologist for the National Health Fund, I would wait up to half a year, and in my case I can't wait that long. That is why prompt medical intervention is so important. 😭😭😭