City by the Sea

I've never wanted to ask for help. I'm used to managing things myself. Always. Doesn't matter what kind of things. But this time I feel..like I can't do it myself. I need a push.

I'm Reda, 20 years old girl from Lithuania. I've been living on my own since I graduated from school. Didn't go to university. Just moved out of home, started renting a little flat and working. I'm not a party girl or anything. Also I have two sweet dogs. So everything went okay. There were bad and good days of course. I was struggling sometimes, but my parents helped.

After an year I moved out to another flat (in which I'm currently living), same city. It looked fine at first. But everything changed now when it's winter. I have water dripping from my ceiling and walls in the kitchen, water is on kitchen and bedroom windowsills. Because it's cold and wet, of course there's mold. Yes, I've told owner. But I can't move out as fast as I would like. Bacause these past few months I've been financially unstable. So I can't save enough money so fast. And I'm waiting for a second call from new job offer in another city. City by the sea, I've loved since little and been wanting to move to.

I want to start over. Start writing another page of my life. Breathe sea air. Get shivers from cold breeze. Show my dogs city I dream about. Create. Love.

I quit aerial yoga, I'm selling everything I can from around a home, furniture (there were none when I moved in, so everything's mine) I can even though most of it were donated and aren't in such a good condition. So I don't know how much I'll be able to get from that. I was thinking about getting a second job right now. But I just can't. I can't. Mentally I'm not as healthy as I am physically. That's what I've talked about in the beggining. I know that I won't be able to carry everything by myself this time...

I'll be grateful for any small donation. It doesn't matter, it'll still help me!

Thank you