Christmas

Hi, I don't no how to start this off, I can tell you know there will be a lot untold in this but I can't possibly write down all my life experiences, this year has been one of the harde st financially and mentally,I have 3 children ages 2,6,9 as a family first of we all have had to over come the fact that me and my partner lost our mums at a young age my partner was 2 and I was 15 as you can tell that is hard in it's self but never did I expect to be in this position at 28 no family to support me and no one to turn 2 am not only making this plea for help am actually begging someone to please help me at Christmas, I have panic attacks everyday , my kids haven't even got advent calanders, I can't sleep with worry even if it's just 3 pound for a selection box each thank you!!!!!! PleSe help us ! Any one who can be a buddy would help 2 xxxx