Childhood dream

Selfish as it may seam, my goal is to be able to achieve my childhood dream. Owned a gaming computer to be able to play and do live stream and more, I've always had that passion for gaming ever since I was a kid, having my first PS1 and my purple game-boy color started it all. Many people would disagree with me or would even destroy my dream just because it's childish. But yeah a guy could still dream right? Anyways I didn't want to lie, I just wanted to tell whomever might see this my dream, that I hope might come true. Again thank you for your time.