Welcome! Thank you SO much for taking the time and interest to help change my life!
My name is Hannah, I am 19 years young.
I am a passionate dreamer. I am a writer, artist, photographer, philospher, daughter, friend, sister, volunteer, Christian, and struggling.
I started college full-time when I was 15 years old. I found ways to fund it myself and I have a strong passion for learning and education. I have had many jobs and I am a very hard worker. Someday I dream to have my own business that I can utilize my creativity and help others in personal development, overcome depression, anxiety, discover faith, and slowly transform humanity.
I have been struggling with my health and depression for about 6 years now. I was bullied in junior high school and developed an eating disorder which I am still trying to recover from. I am sick and in pain, I do not understand why my body has to be this way. I want help so badly but do not have health insurance and do not qualify for health assistance. I want to get healthy and know what it feels like to be happy, have energy, and be able to function the way my body was intended.
Recently I had sacrificed my entire savings from working many, many hours to my medical expenses and try to sustain living expenses. I quickly fell behind and I am now in debt, have very little income, and losing hoping of ever getting ahead again. All of that hard work has been forfitted to sustain life.
I have so many dreams and aspirations, I pray through out every day for help and guidance to restore my hope and energy for life. My faith is what is keeping me strong and working towards my future. I'm trying to paint a smile on every morning and work through the pain because I know my life has a greater purpose than this dark time. I try to hide that there is anything wrong with me, I do not want people to look down on me.
I am in tears writing this because I feel so weak and helpless, I have always been a strong, confident, and enthusiastic young lady and I feel like I am falling so short of my potential.
What I need is to be able to pay my living costs(housing and food), fund medical expenses to get treatment for depression, malnutrition, anemia, muscle deterioration, poor vision, and other personal ailments.
I want to feel alive again. I want to feel beautiful again. I want to be happy again. I want to grow and help people. I need help.
Please help change my life. Please help me get healthy. Please help my future. I need you.
Thank you so much for considering helping me. I assure you any help will make a huge impact on my daily life. I have faith that the angels I need are out there and I can't find them without looking. If you decide not to help me financially, please consider keeping me in your prayers. They are so powerful.
I can't show my gratitude enough if you do decide to help me. You are an amazing person and a blessing to my life.
I love classical, country, and classic rock music.
I love animals, I have many pets. I have volunteered at multiple rescues and always stop to help absolutely any living creature.(Yes, even insects!)
I want to learn classical piano.
I went to school to be an Airframe & Powerplant mechanic, I specialize in Avionics.
I read over 5 books a day.
I love to learn.
I enjoy helping people more than anything else. It is what makes me the most happy in life.
I have over 25 notebooks that I write in regularly.
I have a strong passion for photography, I hope one day to have a good quality camera and be able to travel all over to take pictures.
I want to write self-development books.
My favorite color is purple.
I do not smoke or drink. Never will.
I want to model someday when I am healthier.
I prefer childrens movies and shows.
My mother is my best friend and the light of my life.