I am Desira. Im 32 years old. I am recovering pill addict. 2 years on 04/15/2020 lost my fiance in April 2019 and my boss/best friend the same day in 2020. I delivered my youngest myself, not by choice 2 months after my fiance got killed. Both of my grandfathers passed away a month apart around Christmas . I don't know people with money really but I want to be one of those people. My oldest is 14 and this life these days are crazy. I want to open a sober pool hall so teenagers and adults can come together during these trying times and still have a good time. For me this means more then I can explain to anybody. I need help with my mindset, that even though I lived the way I did that I can accomplish what everybody tells me I'm not capable of doing this. Im not a bad looking person at all but I also want to be known for my accomplishments , mindset and determination towards who I know I'm supposed to be and can be for my kids to learn and grow from. If you can help with anything or you know someone that can help please get this out there so we can show everybody that you can have a social sober pool hall for all types of costumer's . This will be year three and I hope this is the charm for me and I hope this will help many others with growing friendships .