Business startup and education

Hi, I am Diana. I am currently unemployed right now and It is so hard to look for a job because of this pandemic. Because of this, I decided to improve myself by enrolling in an online course at edx that can boost my resume and give me an opportunity to be able to apply for high paying jobs. In order for me to continue learning and be able to get my certificate, I needed to pay $399 for it. I also wanted to start a food business while studying so that I will still be able to have a source of income. The problem is I am broke because I don't have a job. We are also poor so there's no one that can help me from my family. Life is really hard that most of the times suicide comes to mind. But I still try to think positively and think of solutions instead of my problems. That's why I tried this platform. It's better to try than to not try at all. I really hope and pray that there will be people that can help me have a better life.