Hello my name is Kevin. I am not sure and do not expect this site to work per say but I have been trying every option since I am tired of failing. I put all of my eggs in one basket now and this is all or nothing for my future.
I started an Internet Website Design and Internet Search Engine Optimization company in Pennsylvania. I am 32 years old now and have been on my own since I was 13 years old. I was rebelious and to be honest and thought i knew everything. Being the middle child, I would get hand me downs from my older sister while my younger brother always had new clothing by the time I was done with it.
I pretty much feel and have always been depending on myself. For once in my life, I am afraid I may have done it yet again. After High School I wanted to figure out who would look out for me, and the only person I had was myself. I saved up over 30,000.00 in 5 years and I thought it was a good time to take all of my money and invest it into myself.
So I started a website design company and Internet advertising. Thats where my dilema is. I currently am in over my head. I brought a "partner" into my company and embezzled about 20,000.00 from my account which is everything I have to my name. I am now behind in paying for the customers services that I promise as well as 6 months behind in my rent for my small office and equiptment such as copiers, website services, etc.
I am again about to lose everything I have because I trusted someone who had mislead me about his daughters health. I was a sucker, I always put everyone first before myself and that is to why i believe I am where I am today.
If I do not come up with the past 6 months rent which the 7th is due on the 1st, the landlords will be filing for eviction and I will have up to 3 months from there to catch up and bring it to current. I never ask for hand outs, a matter of fact, I never had one. Not from my family, friends which is sad to say or in general life. I just know if I lose this, I have nothing positive to look forward too and its a scary thought when your doing it all alone.
If you can help, I would greatly appreciate it. If you can not, I just hope my story could help someone else learn something so it doesnt happen to them.