Depression isn’t simply a mood. It’s like a wave that takes over your entire being and you want to just crawl up into a ball and cry for reasons you don’t understand. It’s the repressing of how you feel because you don’t want people to feel bad for you. You don’t want people to try and find a solution because you know there isn’t one. All there is is simply fighting through it.
No matter how much society has claimed to be enlightened, people still don’t understand what it is to be depressed, suicidal, anxious, or mentally ill. I feel like a freak walking on egg shells.
I need to fight the emptiness inside of me and so I create my own world by means of painting. I have heard and read a lot of artist having the same problems that I have. There must have been a relationship between depression and art but I'm pretty sure it is a great therapy.
"Life beats down and crushes the soul and art reminds you that you have one," said Stella Adler. "
On December 8, 2016 i lost a lot in an accident and all i have in me is my paintbrush, a toothbrush, the watercolor and a cellphone. I thought of giving up so i tried to end my life 3 times.
I want to help other people including me here in the philippines. Having depression and suicidal thoughts needs more attention. Many people in here doesnt have the enough money to go to the hospital to seek help. I want to build a place where people like me will have a series of activities to help them ease there mind for awhile for free.
Help me build it buy purchasing my paintings. Thank you very much for helping.
My 100 days paintings are consist of different theme's like galaxy and scenery with the touch of gold.
25$ 100 paintings inside pdf or rar.