Hello masters. My name is Santosa Laksana.
My direction of life has been changed by Universe. The Universe has shown me, who I am actually. Slowly but in a certainly way, The universe has been attracting me and always intervenes my life since I was a kid. The universe has showed me that he Loves me. So, why I experienced a lot of failure to achieve my goals. Rejection and cancelation always occurs to me and that is making me realize that every rejection and cancellation actually are the protections of The Universe. The Universe has another plan for me.
As what happened recently, I failed to build a strawberry farm of mine and tourism area around my property in a village. A lot,, a lot,, a lot of obstacles of psychology came to me and I tried very hard to continue my purpose which finally failed in the end. Fortunately, as I said before, The Universe always loves me, he sent me an alert before everything happens. He gave me a sight of what would happen in the future like this,, like this,, and,, like this, so my instinct kept working to look from a distance to every cases which happens when I did my job.
My awareness has told me, every obstacles I get will bring me to a higher level awareness and a higher task for my own future and my son's future. The Universe has shown me how the genuine lifestyle of mine should be, what an appropriate job for me is, and what mindset I have should be.
The truth I realized.
I started to know who I really am now. I started making a list and collecting of what I really liked and what I really wanted. I like meditation and I very love with its result. Through meditation, I can find and grow the virtue traits that haven't grown yet within my inner and mind, and find to eliminate the bad or evil traits that already exist from my inner and mind
I love freedom. I never like to be bound by things like cultural and religious rules. I also have my own personality traits and characteristics. I like to live my own life based on my level of spiritual awareness. However, I have religion and my religion is Buddha. So, this is the reason why I love freedom because the real teaching of the Buddha is towards freedom by finding it alone and fighting for it for yourself. This is what I really like.
What do I really and truly want?
I want to live together with happiness through the way that is shown by the truth of the divine which enter into my heart, then rise into my mind, and then enter into my soul. And what I really and truly want is saving that happiness in my soul and strongly stay there forever, no one and things can take it.
This is a true want that shaped me to shape a behavior and attitude that can protect and keep my happiness that I got. And then, BooM, I am recalling what my father said to me about the power of remembering. My father said, remember the things that need to be remembered and do not remember the things that do not need to be remembered.
Isn't that dangerous if you are forgetting the words that have the principle to keep the happiness in order not to disappear and leave from your soul? Wouldn't that be dangerous too, if you forget the enlightenment you get from your meditation results? This is where the benefits of the power of remembering are needed. Forgot is dangerous.
I am now strongly keeping my mind to always remember the good things. I am now strongly keeping my heart to always remember the good things too. Keeping my mind and my heart to always remember that do not ever remember the things that not needed..!!!!
Only remembering the magic words which sustain my happiness, e.g, "Because of my parents do best for me and my child loves me too, I can think, I can feel, that my happiness at this time is coming from them. I love my parents and my child so much." I keep my heart and mind to always remember to the peoples whose love me and so do I, I will always keep my love to them whose love me. This is the key to keeping my happiest, day by day.
So I very thank you to The Universe that avoids me from the things that do not need in my life, and shows me to the what are the best things needed. Every rejections and cancellations are a protection and hint/clue from The Universe that bring me to a higher level of awareness and remind me of what my father said to build the power of remembering within the mind.
Build meditation and yoga community to gather the positive energies then strengthening and saving it inside the body through meditation and yoga activities together.
My spiritual knowledge is growing and I cannot stop it. The universe pressures me to hold back everything I want to serve my ego. The Universe shows me to serve a higher purpose that is serving and accommodating people who have an intention to go to the safe place, peace, and harmony to grow his/her spiritual inner by through meditation or yoga to purify the inner body from the bad and negative things to buttress the well-being of soul, mind, and heart, likewise vice versa, purify the soul, mind, and heart from the bad and negative things to buttress the well-being of the inner body.
I am ready with a community of meditation and yoga.
I will build meditation and yoga rooms in my guest house to accommodate the practitioners of meditation and yoga whose are coming here. Holding an event to watching and joining online motivation seminars. Joining the events of meditation or yoga by online from other country by using projector screen.
Practitioners of meditation and yoga can stay minimum one a week by hassle-free in my guest house. My guest house was built since 1962 by my deceased parents using the voluntary donation system for payment. My guest house, since the long time ago always treats all of my parents guests like own family, so the guests never worry about how for paying it or how much to spend their money for staying when they stay in my guest house. The guests pay by honestly and sincerely for their stay by voluntary donation.
Food for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
My son and I have devoted ourselves to become a vegetable farmer, so I never worry again to think about how we would eat and how we will present the meals to our guests. I pick up the ingredients for cooking directly from our garden or farm that be one with my guest house.
Because of we are continuing the system from my parents system, kinship system to serve all of the guests, we never have a thought to make a high price for food if we have to sell it. We always have a consideration just make a worthy price for exchanges the cost of manpower and ingredients, so we can continue to buy the seeds of vegetables, buy ingredients for cooking, buy gas for cooking, and pay the electricity. So we decided, for the food we make a price, all at IDR 10000 and IDR 15000 with meat additional.
* Why do I need the backers of crowdfunding to support my intent to build community and rooms for meditation and yoga?
My property is located in a village named Desa Wonosari at the foot of the mount. Kawi near of Malang city East Java Indonesia. In 2014 I named my property is GProS Farmer and now is GProS Farmer Guest House "Global prosper of farmer's guest house" to make my soul formed on my own lifestyle as a farmer who manage a guest house.
"The guest who comes here average is doing spiritual Javanese tourism and the average are Chinese who live in Indonesia and local. Because my property is very simple, they very rare to come into my property for staying, however, still there some guests to stay overnight in my guest house. So my income for one month, only enough for our living, take care the house, and pay the electricity. So it's impossible I can build the rooms to facilitate and accommodate my meditation and yoga community."
* The above is the main reason why I need the backers from crowdfunding
A glimpse of my experience.
At first I learned a meditation from everywhere in Java, especially in Bali, and the most of the way is from religious teaching of Buddha and Hindu, that's very good, but still couldn't resolve my curiosity about enlightenment and my problems at that time. Then I changed my way of meditation by following the way of Maha Kasyapa meditation. "Maha Kasyapa or Mahākāśyapa (Pali: Mahākassapa) or Kāśyapa was one of the principal disciples of Gautama Buddha." A meditation ways that matches for the era after Gautama Buddha and the core and the essence of the teaching of Gautama Buddha.
This which I knew its before from what my father said that you have to look, listen, and feel and remember what needs to be remembered and don't need to remember what don't need to be remembered. I very, and more to love to my father and mother, now and forever.
What will your donation be used for?
- The main thing is, to build new rooms for the activities of meditation and yoga. I have 4 rooms that are not used and still need to be repaired and updated.
- Carpets and wall coverings for soundproofing so that outside sounds do not enter and vice versa when meditation or yoga is using music.
- The projector screen and its tools for online motivational seminars, and online meditation and yoga events.
- Paint the wall as a whole, and if there is an excess of money, I will use it for the development of the event by inviting the experts from all over the world to train us.
I didn't make a minimum count of donation to my campaign, so if you want to be kind to me, you can do it starting at $1 by default. I will really appreciate the contribution you give and it will be very meaningful to others who want to use the meditation and yoga facilities that I will make. Meditation is creating the peace and happiness.
On the images below are the images of the rooms for meditation and yoga, my small farm or garden, and traditional hot water cookers for bathing.
Hot bath traditional
God bless you.