How can you sick of multiple sclerosis at 26 and not have your own home?
This is my story and my Cry for help!
My name is Nicholas. I'm 33 years old. I'm from Leorda, Botosani county. I'm sick of multiple sclerosis, incurable disease and invalidate in time. I am retired on the case of sickness with 2 degree and I have a pension of 120 euro and I have allowance of 75 euro for the emphasized degree of disability. Total amount of money I get are 195 euro/month
Diagnosed seven years ago. Until 2015 I was like a healthy man: I could run, go well, I could speak well.. But since then, since November 2015, due to stress and problems, my illness has worsened, especially since April 2017, and now I can not run, if I go 1.5 km (hard-very hard) then I get tired and pull my right leg, I practically drag it. Sometimes I have problems with speech; I can't coordinate my hand with which I'm writing, and I've ended up not being able to write. I'm having trouble with my balance. All this is because my whole right side is affected, from top to bottom.
Now I'm sitting in the house of someone who let me live in it, and it takes me less rent, only 96euro/month, and maintenance expenses (water, light, heat, garbage, cable) are 68 euro, in total 164 euro, there remain 31 euro for food and hygiene.
With 31 euro for food and hygiene, I left the shame aside and asked for your support.
I asked the city where they came from? In, if he can help me somehow. The answer was no.
I asked for help at GDSACP Botosani. The answer was: "We can not help you because we do not have help programs".
I stay in town, away from my mother, who lives in an aunt's house at the country. We don't have any of our houses. She's old, she's 75 years old, and she's sick of Parkinson's plus others, and that's why I didn't tell her about my illness. If I told her, then I'd lose her in a week. She knows I work, but I can no longer work because dizzynes I have, I lose my balance, I have paraesthesia in both hands and I go very hard. I can't even sit well. I can not stand well. I have a step brother and his wife said: "I'm disabled and no one has to look for me anymore."
My dad's dead since 2013, and he has no one to help me or who to talk at least with my problems, because I do not have a wife. The one I had to share my life with, left me in Easter in 2017.
My dream is to have my room not to get me out, not to rain, not to snake, even if I eat at least once a day. I just want to be my room, not to have to pay rent, because I can not afford it. Now I'm abstaining from my food and spending just a few euros per a day.
All of these problems and the stress of survival make the disease worsen.
I need some help because I can not handle my pension. Please help me!