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Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry has changed my life so radically & supernaturally. I have an identity so assured and affirmed in the presence of God. As I get started and preparing for Year 2 of BSSM in September, I am still in need of some finances. If you feel led to invest in me and in this trip there is a link below where all the proceeds will go straight to my tuition fees. Any amount, whether that is $5, $15 or $150, it will help me so much and I am incredibly grateful for your investment.
Below is one of my heartfelt post of all that Year 1 has led me into.
3 years ago, I felt defeated, powerless & a total wrecked from ministry. I was beaten down with nothing left - no money, no friends & no family. I was so determine to rush back into ministry to serve God. Many are the plans of the man, but the Lord directs the path. I decided to attend BSSM a week before school officially started.
It changed me.
Maybe it's finally realizing my own worth in the Lord, the one that I have not heard before, one that teaches me that He is kind, so I could turn back towards Him & come out of hiding.
Maybe it's learning that I am not perfect & it's okay to fall short at times, cos the One who lives in me is greater & with Him I can overcome.
Maybe it's not about praying for my troubles to go away, which I believe He can, but learning to walk right through the middle of the storm.
Maybe it's not about going into hiding, but choosing to stand in His light & let His light reflect the greatness & glory of my Lord.
Maybe it's not about shutting down from pain, but learning to face it & choose vulnerability over & over again, till my heart overflows with a new song.
Maybe it's not about showing the good side, but showing the good, bad & ugly, He wants it all, all the intimacy.
But perhaps the greatest thing is realizing that this journey is not a one time road trip, but of a lifetime.
It's realizing that though I may struggle & get depressed over & over again, but I can come into reconciliation with the Lord.
It's knowing my past does not determine my future & my experiences don't define me.
It's knowing that my troubles are not removed, I may not know where I am going, or what my future ahead lies, but I do know this things for sure:
I know whom I belong too.
I know whom I am following.
I know whom I am living with.
I know who I am.
- Jolyn Tan
- Campaign Owner
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