Break the silence, adhd, anxiety, depression, psychosis

First adhd, depression, anxiety and than Psychosis, I am hospitalized twice, my first admission was about 6 months in the Erasmus MC at the closed ward, I was confused, stuffed I became medication and often it was a kind of haze in which I was there but nor was I, a kind of plant I had become. I felt so empty, lonely, misunderstood, there was no one, even the aftercare was very heavy, lifeless, tired, cramping, shaking, sometimes I wish it was over but I kept motivating myself and I want to make this possible, 7 people, some university students, some had a family, put an end to their life, from my hospitalization time ... That did not have to happen, psychiatry has failed a lot.Psychosis,

Break the silence and share your story about your experience with psychosis, it is also beautiful on the one hand how you can experience all kinds of thoughts that others can not, how you can feel, perceive or hear other things that others can not. Let the people who want to judge it anyway, know that you know that you can not do anything about that you have experienced or are sensitive to Psychosis because no it is not something you should be ashamed of yourself but for how much of people look at it as if it is very bad while it is not, they should be ashamed of looking down while you can not do anything about sensitivity to psychosis or confusion, getting confused is how I usually and the terms such as ADHD, Depression, Anxiety Disorder, Schizophrenia or Psychosis are what I think is nonsense because everyone could happen to it. I can talk about my experiences after two long hospital admissions, closed talk about it, do not think that I need to be ashamed of it anymore but that this silence may be broken, make it possible to get out of it and fun, creative, instructive , meditative, nature, gardening, learning to write, courses, painting, crafts, DIY, cooking, mindfulness, organizing meetings. Support us because we too are people who are part of this society in which we live and we also have dreams, goals, hobbies, stories that we like to share with society and want to participate in this society with goals that we want to achieve instead of nothing other than getting heavy medication, we also deserve that chance to make something of it, support us