For years I have been ridiculed and teased about my weight that is semi bountiful in multiple regions exclusively exluding my buttocks. I loathe my self image and it pains me to even take a shower now because the thought of putting my hands on my own body disgusts me. My boyfriend says my body is perfect to him, but I thoroughly disagree. It's sweet that he feels the need to tell me this, but my opinion is supposed to be the one that matters. I am self depricating and I find it hard to let people in emotionally because I hate the way they even see me physically. I've tried dieting and exercise but after four years I have plateaued and my self esteem has declined. Dieting cannot give me the body form I so very much desire and I truly feel as though this operation I seek will help my life all around. The operation is known as a 'Brazilian butt lift'. I know it sounds funny, believe me. They can take the fat from my stomach region and transfer it into my buttocks. Some of you reading this will think this is selfish and unworthy of support and I can understand that, but my lack of self approval is very disheartening and I've struggled with it for a VERY long time.