Bobos way to happy health

Update posted by Alexis Abelin On Feb 08, 2017

t’s now past 02 am and I’m finally done packing, as always last minute. There’s something cozy about doing it the last night, awake late, alone. Quiet and exciting at the same time.

Its now been a few months since I found out that the cancer is back. From that moment I knew right away, not like an idea, but as a feeling deep in, I knew what I want to do and what I want to stop doing. In a way it was a blessing. I finally came to a point where I had to drop a lot of bullshit and lies that I was telling myself. Lies that came out of fear, from not listening to that quietly screaming voice inside.

Its weird. A deadly disease that makes many people shiver was a gift. Maybe it’s survival tactics, but either way, I’m happy and excited. I have to be. Of course there are moments of despair, but somehow they also lead to insight and love.

I’m now at what feels like the next step. The next step towards health. That’s how this journey has been, one step at a time.

Not knowing what's next and trusting what is. It has lead me to some amazing meetings, new friends and love love and love.

Since day 1 the support from friends and even strangers has been beyond what I even could begin to imagine.

Words, prayers, healing, money, love, hugs, shared tears, shared laughters. I can’t do anything but to stand amazed and full of gratitude towards all of you.

I don’t know how this journey will end, like no one does, but

either way it feels right. No matter the outcome, it feels right.

I love you. I don’t know how, and I don’t know why,

I just love you.

So this will be my final words from Sweden as a warm bed is now awaiting me.

I wish you strength to follow your joy and that someday I’ll look into your eyes, laughing and crying from love.

Good Night <3

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Update posted by Alexis Abelin On Nov 09, 2016

So, I've now arrived at the hospital in Lund and will spend the day making tests and settling in. Tomorrow they will do a biopsy and remove a sample from above one lung. Apparently it was a bit more complicated than expected so instead of in and out I'll be spending a few days here at the hospital, which isn't too bad considering the view from my room. And they even accepted all my "weird" food requests: no gluten, no lactose, no meat or fish and no sugar. Looking forward to my boiled carrot 😝

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Tänker på sig Bobo! God jul

Maja Modigh

Update posted by Dec 27

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The biopsy went well and on the 23rd I’ll get all the information they found out from the tests.

Alexis Abelin

Update posted by Nov 17

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Update posted by Alexis Abelin On Oct 18, 2016

Hey everyone. A short update.

Tonight I'm leaving for Portugal to be in 7-day silent retreat with Mooji.

It will be a time of shifting the focus from the body and towards something else.

A bit scary to leave the body alone for a while since I've been so attentive to it lately, but I think it's a good thing. It wont heal faster just because I'm babysitting it. So now I turn the attention in another way, but still in the realm of becoming healthy and happy.

Thanks y'all 😊

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Update posted by Alexis Abelin On Oct 10, 2016

Thank you everyone.

There's been so much support and so many good advice. While waiting to go to India I'm starting some changes on my own, mostly in diet, and I have a friend offering me healing, massage and also to do a Kambo ceremony.

It feels like I'm taking the first step now in the direction of healing. I'm excited and quite nervous, and it feels right.

Thanks once again <3

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