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Hey community am literally in tears an fear. let me introduce my self my name is ash (she/her) am a Black African American trans teen (19years old). Am currently homeless And here reaching out for support many of you already now my story but for those who don’t know. i was sexual assaulted by someone and there friends I trusted them thinking they were cool and was my friend they beat an abuse me Destroyed my life. my body has completely damaged nose,mouth,ect this has leave me with server depression and self hate i have been Suicidal ever since it’s been 3 days since I haven’t self harm . Lucky I was able to run away leavening everything behide all I have at the moment is few clothes and my damage phone .Am currently homeless hiding sometimes I received help to stay at motel but i can’t afford to stay at a motel everyday because am unable to get a job at the moment are received help from others. I got a apartment in another city away from them but I need your support with reaching there and help with a down payment for the rent until am able to be on my feet again. Am only eating 1 meal a day bouncing around starving .I haven’t been received much support from my community lately because am unable to be online to share my fundraiser because the lock of no internet . I can’t report them to the police because they got connections in high places. Recently they have found me on via twitter sending threats am terrified and scared I don’t have no one to talk to are be there for me am all alone facing many difficulties please find it in your heart to share this fundraiser and donate . Am afraid to give details about my abuser incase they found me. I never imaged my life would be like this today. Am disgusted an ashamed am scared and I don’t know what to do. I just need a better life moving forward thank you.