Help stop my boys & I’s nightmares

I have 3 beautiful boys, 3,5, and 6, I'm a dream oracle, which means I draw by the anointing of God people's dreams and nightmares out, I drew my 6 year olds nightmare out, and it was the last time I seen him, a ex was beating me and bout killed me in front of them..last time I seen my boys, bc my husbands and I martial issue that my husband couldn't put to the side, did he place a p.o. on me, I was 20 mins late to court and it had done been granted for 2 yrs...my son will be 7 on Sept 16, 2019, I'm begging for helping so I can end his nightmare and mine...I have all the proof from DHS, letters between him and I, everything I need to shut this case down for good, Satan is attacking my faith and my life by making me wanna give up, because ill will wasn't and isn't supposed to truimph pure of heart, God Ask in Mat .7:7 ask and it shall be given you seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: 8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh. findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened" I'm asking, I'm begging here my plea, I'm a phropetic drawer I'll drawing you something and it'll speak volumes to you, and I don't even have to know you, I don't want a hand out just help up..thank you and God bless