Just to survive

I am asking for donation for my Mother who helped me a lot throughout my life. I am a 52 years old veteran soldier, without any income having sickness and living on my Mother's small pension. She did a lot for me so now it is my turn, any little help can make her happy. I have a really unfortunate life. I am 52, veteran soldier with several, serious sickness. Serving in the Hungarian Air Force operating MiG fighters I had a really dangerous job, sitting in the focus of a high-powered Russian radars. After 17 years I started to became sick having depression, fear, personality disorder. To ease the symptoms I chose a really bad cure: I started to drink. Of course, I was fired instead of medical help, and without a single penny. Stupendously I sign a paper with mutual agreement to leave the Army without knowing what I did. Since this mishap, 2002 I struggled desperately, I learned English, went to the UK to get a job and make some money. I only had awful jobs with agencies who literally robbed me, and the horrible conditions made me even worst. I could only stay in one place for months, than I gave up being incapable to work. But I tried hard: I stopped drinking, smoking, did yoga, I run 10km-s far less than an hour to heal my mind. Nothing helped, I am without job, social benefits, nothing. My Mother helps me only, we live in Her small pension. But I am only a trouble guy for her, our relationship is getting worse and worse ,even I try to help Her in any way. So I was just thinking about raising some money for Her,to compensate her sacrifice and support. Any little money will help, so who can afford some money to support us, please, do it. I also would do it if I could. Thank You.