Grandbabies and the miles that separate us..

Related to a multitude of health issues, I am unable to work. I have not worked in more than six months, I have applied for S.S. disability (but have not heard back from them as yet) Right now everyday life is a struggle both physically & financially.. My husband, works to provide healthcare insurance, he pays all the bills. Until recently I was the main financial provider for our family. I feel lost now, no job to go to each day, I have no $ to go shopping.. my days are now very non-productive. As long as I have nothing holding my feet where I stand (my husband, grown child, and grandchild are able to fend for them selves) I feel I maybe able to feel more productive by visiting my other children & grandchildren out of state.