Heavily need macbook for work on my ideas

Hello guys.

My name is Alexander, i am a software developer.

My points of interest: AI, IoT, computer vision, social software, blogging etc.

I really need your help to get funds on MacBook, because it is the only thing that can give me a true freedom (more hours with my 1 y.o. son) and opportunity to work on own projects for mobile platforms iOS and Android and not to just satisfy employer, but to do some work that really will be appreciated by community.

My PC is too old to handle tasks that i want and i am planning to sold it, at lease it will cover some of the alymony payments for my son, because we are divorced with my wife this month, and i haven't own any house, have only rent flat that should be continuously payed. They have moved to her mother's house which is 300 km from Kiev and i have lost the job because i was so nervous and feeling broken about all these family issues i am experiencing (my grandma was paralyzed couple days ago, she and my parents are living in another country and i've left completely alone). I'm in love with my beautiful and smart 1 y.o. son, he is so smart and innocent, feeling so bad that we are separated.

Really appreciate your help.