Help me become a Game Developer

I've been desperately trying to get funded for a new PC. Because i want to develop and release a game, but my current PC is outdated and actually slowly dying at this second. So i cannot further mr development. I've tried literally everything i can think of to get one. All have failed. I would ask family members, but none of them are in contact. I only have my father and my grandmother on my Moms side. Thats it. And we are quite poor. So This will be my last effort to make this dream happen. I will be buying a top of the line computer. Then i won't have to worry about it needing to be replaced.

Please help me out guys <3