Dear Ones,

I sat writing, going back to the start of this... but as soon as I started to write down the details, my body started to feel the same feelings I did then... I have come a long way since then. And so, since these few weeks are a bit sensible and crucial to be present with what's happening, I decided to give this a bit more time.

But I came on here and I tried :D cause it does want to come out, funny enough! I barely post anything, feel quite like a reserved one I noticed. But this story feels bigger than me, and it wants to be out in the open even during its process and not just after the outcome. I have been practising more into vulnerability and it is giving me more strength and humbleness, it feels so freeing and righteous to be open about this personal time in my life.

Meanwhile, I am recovering from surgery and am so grateful that it went well. Thank You From my Heart for All Your Prayers 📿 Soon, more results from this will come out, in Prayers for this, but my focus isn't only on waiting on them, for when its this type of ailment, barely any result or treatment is the end or the one answer to it. My focus at the moment is being in presence (and in thankful awe) with my bodys healing (it is incredible what these bodies can do!), and with preparing every part of me for the road to healing and its many forms of ways I still yet need to meet.

Lastly and Certainly!, I have come here mostly to write a Thank You note with an encouraging heart seeing so many of you supporting this journey! Thank You to each and every single one of you for helping in any way✨ This place i get to call home always supports one another in difficult times. May we also remember to be in joy, in gratitude and in vulnerability towards each other and find strength to share heavy loads as a community 🌿

Love and Blessings!

"Vulnerability is not winning or losing. It's having the courage to show up when you can't control the outcome" - Brene Brown

- Dedicated to a dear friend of mine that reminded me to dive into play with vulnerability. I love you X