Another day passes by without a hospital confirmation that they are not full. They always answer either full or covid hospital not accepting other patients or not a covid hospital therefore, no PUI should be admitted.

Tonight, Papa asked me again.. "May hospital naba tayo?" ( do we have a hospital now?)

I answered none. He replied, "sana naadmit nako nakaraan, sana magaling nako ngayon, kaso wala tayong pera" (if i were admitted last week, maybe im okey now, however, we dont have the money).

These words pains me that as a daughter, i cannot provide the comfort he has provided me all my life.

I hope tomorrow, I'll have a hospital and a miracle will cure him.

I promise to be of help to someone in need all my life in exchange of my fathers' and brothers' healing.