I experienced one of the most painfullest things just the other day,It hurt when my older brother turned on me,worse when mom did and as i litterly lost them one by one nothing compares to my youngest brother i always been close with telling me,Get over it!A chunk of my soul died that i will never get back. If i ever had anyone to stand by my side it was my little brother. It makes me wonder why all the lashing out at my parents about the abuse i had gone through after his injury. In other updates i explain about my confession to my little brother involving my abuse after the death of another brother. Please take the time to read my story and all my updates to better understand my journey as a sexual abuse survivor.