This is hard. I am so broken emotionally Lord. Wala na, This is how it feels pag you're all consumed. This is how it feels to realize that only God can do all things. Your personal efforts are really nothing. Ngayon Lord, all I can do is lay these all to your hands. Now , I surrender, my life, my finances to you Lord. This is the only way I could think of in my human mind and capacity. This is all yours. Use me as you will Lord.