I got bumped off from Tuesday's appointment with the Radiation Oncologist because the clinic had so many patients. The ROs availability is only every Tuesdays and Thursdays at SPMC's Cancer Institute. So we're going to visit again next Tuesday since Thursday is already Maundy Thursday. I am also waiting for a medical protocol from Manila for a holistic management approach which doesn't require chemotherapy and radiation therapy. Chemoradiation therapy may have detrimental side effects and I am scared. I'm considering the holistic approach instead. Staying positive despite. I can get through this!