November 2017 - Happily drinking a soda from a coffee shop in Tarlac city.

March 2018 - Wearing a sunny dress in Bataan

July 2018 - Enjoying the kiddie pool while we were on a "staycation" at a hotel

September 2018 - Joining Kuya's Sports festival at school

November 2018 - last trip to the mall before the horrible news

If you've noticed, she went from a chubby cheek angel to a thin faced little girl who seemed to have a little energy left in her body. It is just a normal case of cough and colds that brought us repeatedly to the doctor. Her brother has it too, on and off. Her brother also lost weight at a certain age. Lost weight and grew taller, same as her. So we thought it's normal, until it's not...

The doctor said they cannot say what particularly caused my child's disease as there are soo many factors that could trigger it. Sometimes, I'm thinking so hard what went wrong? when we did wrong? what happened during this period? what triggered her disease? what did she eat? where did we go? If only I had known, I would do extensive means to protect her. Is it something I ate or did when I'm still pregnant with her? I wish I could go back to when she was still inside my tummy. I wish I knew. We wont go outside the house. We won't go to crowded places. Everything around her is notoriously clean. I won't let anyone near her without taking a bath and face mask. I will home school her. Everything she touches is clean. The air she breathes is clean. I will do everything and anything if only I could go back. But I can't :-(