I started my degree in Psychology in 2000. Due to the journey of Institutionalised Racism and Domestic Terrorism later on that year, when it was the happiest time of my life ....when I became a Mum to my son, I have never been able to finish that degree due to PTSD, Maternal Alienation, Grief, Injustice and zero support system. It has been an ongoing 17 year journey of systemic abuse and having no human rights.

I am an expert on PTSD. Maybe one day I'll heal enough to be able to finish my qualification as a Clinical Psychologist? I know I'm in a hell of a lot of pain still and it doesn't help that i have NO contact still with my son and daughter, who reside in Sydney. I'm in Auckland.

I know we need a third party to help Navigate us through a Slow healing process to be able to Move Forward as a Functional Reunited family of Alienation.

1. Initial contact will be in Family Therapy sessions and One-on-One Sessions.

2. My son and daughter are also dealing with the Grief of the actual Death of their Father. He died on 26th June 2016. So there are many emotional trigger's and complications for all three of us.

3. His death was kept secret from me. And their father and the girlfriend manipulated and controlled my son and daughter to not tell me on the phone. I found out SIX MONTHS LATER. A new FBer must have googled his name and notified me on a post of mine. So I am very hurt that my son and daughter kept that from me. It's unimaginable to me, and just how much my son and daughter were maniupulated and controlled by a Master Manipulator and his manipulating girlfriend. Not what I wanted my son and daughter to be brought up by.

4. I do not intend to try and force my son and daughter away from their friends, back to Aotearoa where I reside. I wouldn't do that to them. It would just make things worse. And I want what's best for all of us at this point.

5. Hopefully one day i'll be healed enough to cope with full time work and possibly move to Sydney.

6. Build a Support Network in Sydney, for myself and my children.

And keep working towards Rebuilding what was purposely destroyed.

Survivor of Maternal Alienation