Hii thank you so much for everything. My name is ida im 26 years old. im single mother with one of my beautiful son. Ofcouse i love him so much, becouse that im work so hard for him. But in indonesia colture had son without marriage is a big fault. no one wants to accept this situation. my life was very difficult so I was faced with two painful choices. I cannot share this story with anyone or I myself hide my story. not everyone knows about my sadness. I have to leave my child to my parents in the village and I have to continue my education to change my future with my child. besides that I also have to be responsible for my own life and the life of my child. I work while studying. I felt very heavy because I had to share my income with my child. not infrequently I prefer to give all my work income to my child. since I left the village I have never met my child because the distance between me and him was very far away and it was very expensive. I miss him very much. I want to stay with my child forever and give him happiness and love. at my place of work and college I found a man who was kind and willing to accept me. he is also a single parent for 2 twin children.he worked in one of the private offices. the salary was not so much that it was only enough to support his two children. we plan to share our happiness together in marriage. to make it real we both had to pick up our children and form a family. but it will not be real because the cost is very expensive for me to go to the village to pick up the child and my family carry out a wedding ceremony where my lover lives. I hope you all can help find a solution to this situation.
Sorry if my languages is so bad. That becouse im not or never wraite english before. I try to learn from google translate
Love ida and nick