Bipolar Disorder , Major Depression

Hello, i have bipolar disorder, i was 3years in mental hospital.. in childhood i wanted to be an actor , or an artist, that wish was going well, but i was diagnosed bipolar, and then my dreams was come to end.. now i have zero money, i cannot do nothing, just lying in bed.. can't work, everything inside my head i know, but can control my demons.. i need some money, to medicine, and yoga practices, maybe someone can help me?