Hey guys, I’m ftm. My new name will be Dylan. I have been experimenting a lot of dysphoria lately and it’s just mentally killing me... My parents don’t exactly support me and I’m not allowed to cut my hair to make it shorter, to use boy’s clothes, not even underwear either. This just makes my dysphoria worse.
My mom hates the fact that I’m part of the LGTB+ community but she is not abusive( she tells me she loves me just the way I am. She doesn’t support my with changing my gender or even cutting my hair so it’s... painful. My dad supports me a bit more but they both are like “that’s a phase, we know you aren’t this way.”
Sooo, I’m not allowed to have my job, my parents want me to focus on my studies and I’m not allowed to leave the house without permission and without friends. I’m underaged, I’ll be 16 soon, but I swear, dysphoria has been hitting me hard, I can’t stand seeing all those ftm that can afford to buy a binder or masculine clothes...
I have been a tomboy since I was a kid, and people have always wanted to change me and who I am. Now that I finally learned to love myself, even if I’m still trying to learn who am I, my breasts are so uncomfortable to me and I just want to go out and pass as a boy, even if i have to pin my hair up into a hat... I just want people to know me as a boy and that can’t be done if I don’t even look flat.
you don’t have to donate, but just $1 can help. I would be super grateful if you guys helped me to reach the amount of money I need, it honestly isn’t a lot. So... thank you, a lot, for reading and if you are donating... Thanks.