Being transgender is hard for me, but you can help me make it easier <3

Hi, I am transgender woman living as a Syrian refugee in Turkey, being transgender in Turkey is really hard for me because I need to pass as cis woman in order to stay safe and that means getting laser hair removal and starting HRT and if I get enough money I would do the gender confirmation surgery,
My father has passed away in the Syrian war and I am 19 years old and my mother and siblings did not accept me as who I am and kicked me out and I did not even take my clothes or any money with me and I have been sleeping at one of my friend but I can't stay with her forever and I need to move to another city for my protection but I can't really afford my food, working is not an option for me because of the recent event in Turkey the Turkish society is really mad at LGBT+ people and working is dangerous for me and I am studying college so working full time is not an option.
I just want to live.