Beauty Surgery

Hi All.I really need your help. Im 25 years old and have a really bad depression since years ago, which is amplified because my look.And I have no self-confidence and much other psychic problems and theyale it hard for me to go out from my home.Please help me to get better one day , that i can feel me a  bit better and happier... It would mean soooo much for me. Thank You with all my heart for your help.<3