I am a single mom of 3 beautiful biological children, and as life is, many more. My story for help actually begins in 2016 when I was asked again to be a safety parent. Without hesitation I said yes, and I am now fostering my beautiful baby girl Jessica, who was just over 2 months old when I got her on 1 December 2016, Baby was treated badly, given drugs, bruised etc. From the first second I saw her, I fell hopelessly in love with her, and as mentioned, I am now fostering. Life is life, and costs are rising every day, but with some help from my friends I coped. Then approx 2 months ago, I got another call, a baby boy, Josh (Neglect) more or less the same age as my Jessica - how could I say NO. These two differ 3 weeks, Jessica 9 months and Josh 8 months old. Josh was admitted to hospital before he came to me and was in ICU for some time because he apparently got hold of some medication and took it - he almost died... Now I am sorry, I see these two play and give them things to open, and there is no ways that he could open a pills holder - just saying - As with Jessica, I am still going through withdrawal with him - maybe getting 1-3 hours sleep at night, but I don't care, for this is all about the innocent babies, If asked if I would do it again, I can honestly say that I will go through it again and again, for no human being should be treated this way, and if I can make a difference in his/her life for an hour, a day, week, month or so, I will do it over and over again.
I am also working, and thus have had to appoint carers for these two during the day - I look after them by myself during the night, for I cannot afford to have a day and night shift.
That being said, I have fallen behind in my payments of utility bills and have maxed my credit card to look after these two as best I possibly can. I desperately need some help please.... How do I go about doing this other than to ask for help?
Please please please, I need some help!!!! Please help me raise these babies, giving them some sort of security and a home filled with love.