I hate myself for having to make one of these and iv been putting it off but its come to the point I'm going to end up on the street and I dont know what to do. I feel so so pathetic.
I moved to the UK 3 years ago for what I thought was the love of my life. The first 2 years were great,but slowly he became paranoid, physically and mentally abusive, and ended up r*ping me. I left the same night. I have been desperately trying to get home to Australia, but covid and the flying restrictions are making it so so hard. Ontop of that, iv overstayed my visa, so I cant work or even claim benefits. I'm pathetic.
I miss my family, I miss feeling safe and I hate waking up every single day not knowing if I'll have a safe place to sleep kn the morning. Iv tried the local council, womens charities, homeless charities. Iv had absolutely no luck and I'm terrified if ending up on the street, or being forced to go back to him.
I currently pay £11 a night (£77 a week) for an airbnb a lovely older man rents me, but I genuinely cannot even afford that. I'm hoping to possibly try and raise some money to cover my accommodation for 1 month , and maybe £5 a week for food, but honestly I'd just be so grateful with whatever I got, even a couple of nights accommodation so I dont have to worry every single day would be such a blessing.
I'm on wait lists for repatriation flights, I'm contacting the embassy every single day begging for a flight. My sister gets married on the 3rd April and theres a very good chance I'm going to miss it and I'm heartbroken. I feel so alone, I haven't touched another human since the assult, I feel gross, I feel scared, and I just want my mum.
I feel so pathetic making this, I understand it's no one elses responsibility to help me and I totally understand..
Even if you cant help financially, I would appreciate if you could say a prayer for me, if it's something you can do. I just want to stay safe till I get home to my family. Thank you all so so much