atheism community around the world, HELP ME!

"for those who think you are alone, you are not"

since four years and my brain has changed completely, i guess the huge amount of books that i read that transformed my outlook to the life, to the people, and their attitude toward others because the huge ignorant here, in this country, Egypt, an extreme religious country where you cannot expires your feeling, your thoughts, when you are obligated to do things you do not want, when you get bad treatment because you think different when you become isolated when you cant work, when when when etc...

this campaign that i created is only because i had enough of all this i cannot do anything anymore with these extreme psychopath, i need new start, and people of the same thought will understand me, yes i am an atheist and i do not believe in God and i do not consider Islam a religion, nor even ideology.

i need help, this the last thing that i can do i need to get out and ask asylum but no money even for tickt, or i will kill myslf and i will never become mulism again!