Asking… So That I Might Be Able To Live

I’ve never been the type to ask for help, I usually just grin and bear it and move on. Something has happened in my life that requires me to reach out for help. I have more to bear than I can grin at right now in my life. A few months back I got sick at work and went to the doctor. I now have been informed that I have issues with my Colon, Pancreas and I have a Hernia. I am told that I need surgery for the Hernia which is in my Small Intestine and causing my ability to walk without pain impossible. I am told it will only get worse. I have a cut I am told on my Pancreas about a inch long and I have a spot that is showing up in my colon also they are saying. My doctor has scheduled me for MRI’s, Surgery and treatments and procedures to find out more about these issues. My biggest issue is I can not afford to pay for treatment and procedures. I am thankful for my job that I have but I do not make enough at this job to pay for the surgery and other procedures, I have insurance but do not have the money to make the deductible and pay the 30 percent afterwards that is required. I have postponed my MRI for my pancreas and colon issue until I can come up with the money which is 800 dollars for it. In order to have my surgery for the hernia I have to come up with 2500 dollars up front and then pay 30% of the cost of surgery out of pocket. As I stated I have never been the type to ask for help but I have always prayed to my God. My God says ask and you shall receive….. Well I’m asking for help and prayers….. I’m asking so that I might be able to live and survive. God Bless!