urgent - please hhelp? until i have some one donate £100 my appeal wont go public, i truly need your kindness and hhelp. i am begging of you.
im angie, i am disabled and have multiple physical and emotional disabilities and illnesses., mainly wheelchair bound,, i suffer severe pain physically and mentally 24 / 7 . i am almost 50 years old
i need help urgently on more than one thing please [ am so sorry to have to even ask ]
my mum my main carer died, i have no family, friends i had deserted me. mum and i hhad no savings so im having to pay the funeral costs of my beloved mum,, sorry i find this very distressing to talk about.she was my carer, my mum my best friend, my everything. im lost now and have no one to turn to, nothing, i dont have a life, i just exist.
i need to finish paying this bill as im getting in debt which is making me even more severely depressed, i already suffer daily and since a child from major depressive disorder,, made much worse in my late teens due to rape and in my early 20's due to my now ex husband as well as many other things ,, i need at least £ 1160 it would hopefully also allow me to have her name placed in remembrance book for two years at least . mum adopted me, she saved my life many a time. now shes gone. i was taken away from my birth mother due to neglect. [ main picture is of my beloved mum just before they had to turn life support off,,sorry if upsetting i dont have many pictures and dont know wwhat else to do [
i also need a new tens machine,, it helps so much but im is now broken, it cost a lot when first bought over 10 yyears ago,, it helped greatly with my spine and legs which are injured due to a bad accident which turned my life up side down .
last 2 things , please i'd like help to have proper bereavement help, all i was given was 6 appointments which have not helped, the only way now is private counselling , i need longer and as dr said more time, support and in depth counselling, but i needt this done at home,, which would cost money i have not got
i am with out a carer as i cant afford one, i'd love to be able to have a long break away from home, but need a carer with me. so again that is going to cost a lot of money
i need time away to help with loss of my mum and have not had any kind of break / holiday for years. last holiday i had was as a young child of 6 yrs old in eastbourne and cornwall which i'll always remember, as my mum and dad couldnt afford another one and they did not own a car, we only went away a couple of times when my nan was alive as she drove a car.
im so so sorry to ask all this of strangers, im distressed,, in tears and embarrassed to ask for money like this , i just dont know what else to do
please can you help? i know money is said not to buy happiness but ffor some one like me it would help in so many ways . i thank you from bottom of my heart if you can help