Hey, I'm André and I'm a trans guy seeking help for my top surgery.
Realising that I'm transgender is something that I'm not sure if it is making my life difficult or easy. Having to deal with dysphoria everyday of your life makes my life feel like hell. Always wondering am I passing as male? Until someone calls me by she and her pronouns, and that's when I just feel depressed and just want to die. I'm currently pre testosterone, I'm taking hormones next year. Having my top surgery first is so important to me, cause I can not stand having breasts if I could cut them off myself I would. Seeing them, makes me nauseas and dysphoric. It causes me to have no self confidence.
I don't mean to make this all sad and depressive, but that's how I feel. I hope you can contribute to my top surgery, any amount is fine. I want to live my live happily and authentically, even if my family may not approve. My happiness is important.