An Angel with a broken dream

Every community has that one person who has gone above and beyond for everyone. and people like that are becoming extinct this day and age. There has been a handful of us making every effort we can to find help for the angel we have in our community. We have done research we have went to assistance, churches ,local residences and businesses we have emailed and called talk shows and area help organizations. all have which came to a failing point. So were told about this site and go fund me. We tryed with go fund me and the acct kept getting shut down by some ignorant immature people that have always tryed making this womans life miserable. I will make this as short and sweet as I can. Angela is a 37 yr old divorced and single Disabled mother of 3 wonderful children. Her oldest Son 21 Who was deployed with the Navy 11 months ago to the Middle East, Middle Son 18 Senior in High school who stays with her and her youngest Daughter who after Angies 2 month hospital stay last yr moved with her father who has had nothing to do with these children in 14 yrs and well her daughter now does not speak to her because her Father his family and friends have manipulated her and she states her Mother is not a responsible parent and has nothing to give. Angie for yrs has struggled as a single disabled parent and has also supported and helped her Mom and Dad and on top of that has helped or tryed helping many undeserving people.She was hit by a car at work in 2005 that messed up her back and legs very badly. The company went bankrupt while Angie fought the courts after being fired. She ended up losing everything along with being in pain everyday and was hard for her to find work. She sat in a very abusive marriage in which she was stabbed 4 times left for dead and he was left to run free to keep harassing her. Finally she was able to pick up her and her children and live in a abuse shelter for a yr. While there she was diagnosed with cancer. Angie fought and fought pulled forward and got her and her children on their feet. Watching her sometimes work 3 to 4 jobs sleep maybe 2 hrs spending as much time with her kids as possible and also trying to take care of her disabled parents. Honestly I really am not sure all of what we should write here Angie has been through so much her own Therapist had told her she should write a book. To make a long story shorter She suffers from many health issues also has total nerve damage of her right arm and hand due to being shoved through a plate glass door by a woman she took care of. Angie has been through so much over years always losing everything trying to help others but,managing to pick up the pieces and still start over and always keeping a smile on her face and a positive attitude. Last year Angie took in a family of 7. They lost their home and it was 2 adults in which Angie knew since she was young and their 5 children. Angie was then working as a contractor on her own and also a part time in home caretaker. These two would always run off leaving their 5 kids with Angie for days at a time. It came doen to Angie losing work because she couldnt keep up with babysitter funds and bills and such. Angie ended up very ill with Meningitis. She fought and fought trying to still take care of everything with no help only a few of us to do what we could. While in the hospital the 2 who lived there stole almost everything in her home also her checkbooks writing out thousands of dollars in bad checks. Angie was left out of the hospital to come home to nothing. Trying to get legal help with everything that happened Angie grew sick again this time a different sick. Not seeing and talking to her kids feeling she was a failure she ended up trying to take her life. Again she spent time in the hospital.She was released and went to her Mom and Dads which is a one bedroom trailer that honestly should be condemned. She worked all she could but, all her money went to her parents and to the support of her kids. Much more to that story also. She just was being used hard stepped on. Angie for yrs volunteered for churches and organizations. Always donating to causes when she could doing toy drives every christmas for needy families when she could barely afford to get by. But she always said that there were others out there that had it much worse. She saved a mans life and put her own in danger.She gave her home to people that needed a place and they took everything and ran her into the ground. She strives to take care of her parents her kids and everyone else and never thinks of her own needs. Angie has always loved and dreamed about having a business that buys and flips mobile homes and cheap houses. She says there is not much help out there for people in her class. So mobile homes are cheap and easy to repair and if she could turn them into nice livable places she can sell them cheap or lease to purchase to help others who sit in situations like herself. She loves photography and woodwork and always wanted to correspond them two things with her business she says many people with disabilities can do all these things and she could give them work and help them because there are many places out there that do not give disabled people a chance. The last yr Angie has worked so hard so many hours running herself down. She was saving to actually try and start her adventure to get this business started. She tryed loans of every type shes tryed grants and so on. Loosing money on scams. Being denied by every loan company. Angie living out of her car sometimes to save money but now living with her son in a motel. # months ago her Uncle was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer and givin 6 months to live. He had noone they actually always spoke of moving in together before he became sick he was the only person she trusted and talked to spent most of her free time with. Angie does not have much family and she does not keep friend because she trusts noone due to everyone taking her granted the way they have. She looked to her Uncle as her best friend. So she worked took care of him and still found time to care for her parents. Angie started finally dating a Man she had known since school. Well after 8 months of dating him helping her as much as he could with work her parents and her Uncle. Him finally being that one person who took care of her loved her instead of her taking care of him supporting him or her being used.We finally sen Angie happy for the first time in years she had a real smile instead of the fake smile she hid behind. Angie Ran herself down so bad not sleeping and eating because she was doing to much she collapsed one night due to her sugar being so low and dehydration. Mike was on his way to the hospital when he was hit and killed by a drunk driver with no insurance. Mike with the same life as her had nothing and his family like hers struggling to get by. 4 days after Mikes accident Angie home from the hospital Watched as her Uncle took his last breaths in her arms.Neither of them having any type of insurances. Angie savings she had towards her business was then used for the cremations of both her best friends. Since all this She has really started falling further and further into a depressed state. Work has decreased for her she is having trouble affording everything. She constantly worries about being a failure to her children. But, she has been one of the best Mothers i have ever seen. And not just her 3 children but, all the children that her so called friends dropped on her over the years. I am afraid for her, she has told me she is losing faith and hope. I have watched her struggle so hard for so long never ever asking for help. She has always been there for everyone and now not one person is there for her. I really could write so much more and say so many more things to show this woman is an angel a hero. But, i know alot will just skim this page and say she is just looking for handouts. Thats not it if she knew i was doing this she wouldnt allow it she would say so many others need this worse then she does. But, she will be without anything soon. Even if someone could point her towards finding a way for a grant she has been researching without having to pay and be scammed or someone who could give her a chance for a loan. I have seen go fund me accts that people get handouts for so many things when honestly so many are just to lazy to work or go out and do what they have to. This woman has given her all over the yrs. She has always done what needed to be done never giving up never asking for a free ride. Never got assistance because she said she was capable of finding a way to survive without taking from those that truely need when we all know many people live off the system just because they can. She has left her health slide downhill because she cant afford the medical she needs. I have at least talked her into additional assistance on top of her medicare to help take care of some of the copays. But, she is back far on medical bills especially from when she was hit by the car and lost the fight with her company. Anyway as i said this is the last hope to try and find a way to get Angie back on her feet back to striving to succeed with her dream. She could have a dream to be rich famous go on a beautiful vacation which shes never had in her life she could be dreaming like many of us for fortunes n fame but, instead her dream is to build something that will not only help her but, help others. If anyone cn help in anyway possible it would be a great blessing. To give this angel a step forward to show her there is still hope. I know some will see this and say well she doesnt look to bad. But, i have not put a quarter of what i should have on this page. Angies Drs recently have said it may be time for Chemo.Angie not being a fan stated she can not afford the time down and not being able to work to worry about that right now instead she has looked for more small jobs to do and life insurance because she stated she has nothing left to fight for so she just wants to make sure her kids and family are taken care of when she goes.She is 37!!! Her Grandmother pssed away at 42 to Cervical and breast cancer her Grandfather at 63 from Lung Cancer. Her Uncle at 45 to Prostate. Well I believe i have wrote a book that doesnt even begin to tell all. But, this woman deserves a fighting chance since she gave up so much for so many. Any advise any one willing to talk and give options to send us in the right direction anyone with the heart to help give to someone who honestly deserves. Thank you for taking the time to read either way. Prayers for her are deff the most needed at this point. Thank you and god bless